the feeling

happy and sad.
both also can't express my feeling now,
i don't know how to tell about it,
but i hope that i can say it out,
i feel im suffering with the feeling i have now.
no one know about it,
no one understand about it,
i hope that "you" know it,
i hope that "you"understand it,
but u don't know anything,
and
"YOU" are the one who cause me suffering,
i mind what "you' talking,
actually i keep every word that u talked to me,
when "you" shout on me,
when "you" scold me,
"YOU" really hurt me...
now i just know the feeling "YOU" gave to me,
HURT!!!!HURT!!!!HURT!!!!